Monday, April 2, 2007

Heart

As I drive home from my practice exam to get accepted to be a government postal office job, knowing I pretty much bombed the test. I was listening to my old Japanese music from 7~10 year ago, I cried since it was just so sad even though I didn't really understand them. I just felt depressed and lost. I never had any luck with love even if I am good to everyone. I see all the bad guy get all the girls and take advantage of them I just felt discourage. I know I failed in a lot of thing I do and still lost as ever. Every time I open my heart, I get hurt and depressed enough to just say quit. But not to create drama anymore.

When do I ever get a chance to win at the game of life. When would I ever get a job and support myself and mature. I have no answer as of now.

You are going to be the one, I love. You are going to be in my heart. I hope I am in your heart. You are always going to be the one. Now and forever. (For you know who you are)

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Maybe the bad guys get the girls sometimes but they don't get to keep them. It doesn't take long to find out what ass's they are. It's the good guys, like you, that are the keepers and one day the right girl will come along and find out what a wonderful guy you are.